Y'no, I find that since I left the borg, I know more about whats in the literature and programs than when I was in. When your going through the motions,er, meetings, you kind of skate along. You read enough of the mags to place them, and listen to other zealots ( like my sister) prattle on about little nuggets of something other than gold, in the latest mag.
Now that i'm out, I can turn a critical eye to the propaganda. As I read post that highlights the latest WT on murmuring, or the conventions, while it is literally the same bile thats been published by the society for years, I can now see the nuances of propaganda and control that the WT$ uses to condition the minds of the R&F.
Just wandering who else, now that you are out, tend to pay more attention to the literature, now that you look at it with eyes unfurled?