Im not very articulate and find it hard to explain myself but here goes-------------------
I always wondered (not too deeply) why, at this most important time in history, that being the end of this system, why the bible was really ONLY written for the few remaining ones on earth ( 8,000) approx. Nothing of significance for the other sheep, the great crowd.
Everything was about the hope for a resurrection in heaven, nothing about an earthly paradise. I struggled trying to find scriptures in the Greek scriptures to prove it.
I often wondered why God didnt provide, non confusing, plain and simple "truths" for the great crowd and OUR hope. But there was nothing.
This made me wonder about the "great apostasy" hell fire I could reason on, immortality , well it talked about immortality in the bible. I used to wonder WHAT was the Christendoms religions teachings that were wrong.
I never thought to research them, cos I already had the true religion, And the other religions were so obviously corrupt, WRONG and pagan.
I must admit I didnt read the bible regular, Ive read it more since Ive left.
So if you were one of those knowlegeable Jws I mean read your bible every day and researched stuff , how did you feel when you read the Greek scriptures??