Today I can wake up with a roof over my head,
air conditioning running
food in the cabinets
I know my children are home in peace.
There is some gas in my car
my internet is working.
I fed my cats, dog, birds and soon the fish.
I have already been to the store and bought
my grand daughter a pair of sandels I could not resist
seeing her wear....and a cute pair of shorts and t-shirt.
I have seen bad times.........3 days of nothing but rice for myself and 5 kids......coming home to the power turned off, the water turned off, the doors locked to an apt becuase of non payment of rent. Car wrecks, hospitol visits, stolen car, house robbed, beatings from my ex husband, abuse growing up......a war within my head about God and organized religion. I've fretted if my shoes matched my outfit......if my earrings looked too slutty......and the times the dishwasher did not work and I had to (heaven forbid) handwash dishes. Been through hurricanes and tornadoes........flooding.......and drought........where our well went dry........taking a bath in the river. the men going down first to kill snakes and clear the way for us damsels in distress!
But
I have never lived anywhere that I was in fear of being bombed, a soldier from another country knocking on my door with a gun in his hand, telling me to get out,
My heart goes out to all who are in distress, the ones trying to get back to their homes. Anyone who has made an error in decision making and today.......needs total unconditional love. I hope that all that need to realize the strength they have within to make it through the day get it.
Just a day I am feeling grateful.........tomorrow it could all be different.
purps