How many JWs have a REAL relationship with Jehovah ? I thought I did but looking back it was a relationship with the organization that I had.
I did pray, it always went something like "Oh please Jehovah make me more appreciative, and stop me being so negative, bored at the meetings and help me to enjoy the FS "
I always felt the "third voice " you hear while reading the WT, was Jehovah, I know it sounds nuts but I think this is why even though I had doubts, I always pushed them to the back of my mind
Questioning stuff in the literature is like questioning God himself
As for Jesus, well I think we all know the answer to that one.
So what was your relatiomship with Jehovah like ??????????