Going From One Religion To Another
As a former Jehovah's Witness have you been enticed to consider another religion perhaps, seeking to find "the truth" ? This is a dilemma that certain individuals
maybe facing regarding the matter of religion.
Going From One Religion To Another
As a former Jehovah's Witness have you been enticed to consider another religion perhaps, seeking to find "the truth" ? This is a dilemma that certain individualsmaybe facing regarding the matter of religion.
The only church that I remotely considered joining was a Lutheran one. The church was affiliated with the Evangelical Lutheran Church of America synod. Don't let the word "Evangelical" trip you up though, it was very liberal, with openly gay couples and trans-gendered individuals in attendance. I think I enjoyed it because it was so completely the opposite of JWism in every way. But the church sometimes only had 10 or 12 in attendance for the Sunday service, never more than 25, and so they ran out of money and had to sell the building to another church. But by the time it got to that I wasn't attending any more. I just wasn't inspired by any of it.
I attended some others, two that were liberal but not to the same degree as the ELCA church, and two others that were more conservative. The latter two made me especially uncomfortable, not because they reminded me of JWism so much as they were just so, well, Republican I guess.
What I took away from all of this was the sad realization that I am no longer, and probably never really was, an organization man. I'm a loner now, maybe even a bitter one, and as much as I might benefit psychologically from joining some group or another, I just can't bring myself to do it. You see, one of the things about JWism that was so intoxicating to me early on was that I felt a really strong sense of cameraderie at the KH. The "worldwide brotherhood" was a selling point that resonated so deeply with me. But to find out that the leadership of this brotherhood was sham, and that all of the unity was largely the result of fear and manipulation, was such a profound disappointment for me that I think I'm permanently numb to the emotion of cameraderie, because it feels like JWism.