Perhaps this is a topic that has been mentioned in older threads, but i would love to hear some thoughts on the matter.
I remember as a youth sitting through the loooong assembly progams bored out of my skull as the monotone speaker was saying something about the angels having a lust for women, or something like that. It was not uncommon for me to drift off into a nice sexual fantasy, usually a more romantic one that would start with gentle foreplay and end in satin sheets in a candlelit bedroom ... nice. This seemed to be a habit for many years, particularly before I got married and only got worse after divorce (sometimes I think I'm having a second adolesence). Of course, I do not go to the Hall now, but I remember those moments when my mind would just wander so much that everyone was already five paragraphs ahead of me during the WT study. I think I may have unconciously had a grin on my face as I was taking the lovely Sister Hasaniceass sitting two rows up to the bedroom.
I know I am not the only one who drifted into these little sinful fantasy worlds during the meetings or assemblies.
alienagent