I was supposed to quit my tech support job to pioneer but all pioneer were doing in the field was to bitch everybody, and I was suppose to give all my energy to become like them ? But the first real doubts began when I visited Amazon.com to check reviews of the apostate books and there was always at least one stupid JW reviewer saying things like : This book is from the devil hes like a hidden big lion... WTF all other reviews were 5 stars with great comments and then one JW that has not read the books would come and make JW looks pathetic by his review.