When I think about it clearly or at all I come to these conclusions.
For God to be a person a personality must be there. The more dynamic and advanced the person; so too the personality.
IF such a being actually existed there would be no way at all any conscious living creature could avoid encountering that person and personality at all.
It is like the sunlight in the day or the moon at night.
The consciousness and thoughtfulness of such a being would radiate insuperably.
Yet, for a couple of thousand years we only get tales so anecdotal and similar to the ravings of UFO kidnap victims and Elvis sighters it makes you stop and wonder.
The so called OLD TESTAMENT is brimming over with miraculous and amazing encounters with this super being who is impacting nations, tribes and tongues with gargantuan regularity. Then........nothing.
A whisper and not a bang.
Into this void we find thousands of religious splinters. People who claim this and that and who tenaciously cling to a book call themselves Christian, yet, cannot agree on important understanding: who is this God and what does he want me to do?
Christianity is a mess and was from the outset.
Judaism thrashed about in the throes of some death rattle that has gone on endlessly. And all these worshippers are utterly convinced they "know" something compelling them to behave rather badly while calling it righteousness.
Whether it be Jehovah's Witnesses or Baptists or whomever.....these ardently convinced humans know very little while claiming much enlightenment.
They know enough to argue you to the ground if you disagree with them. They know enough to put you in your place quick enough. "Join us or suffer" is the messege.
I think a Supreme Being would be self-sufficient and not ache for the servitude of lesser creatures. Humans treat their own pets like kings, after all.
In what way is there a God in even the least way imaginable? I can only see it as illusory longing.
Ain't nobody anywhere gonna rescue you and me from ourselves and from ultimate death. Life is important because we die. What we do in the meantime is what our life is about. To throw away such precious time on chasing an illusion is radically wasteful and, in all liklihood, futile.
Argue if you like, but; God should have some responsiblity for being more available. That feeble book is just a monkeypuzzle and can be anything you want it to be.
In the final analysis, I don't know anything at all about God other than what other people say and have said.
For a while I acted as if I knew. But, I don't.
Everybody cannot be right. Everybody could be entirely wrong.