What did I throw out when I became a JW?
First of all, I threw out my common sense and my soul.....which I gave to the WTS. I also threw out a set of blessed Rosary beads filled with water from Lourdes that were very dear to someone and were given to me when I was very sick.
I threw out all my Christmas decorations (which I was going to give to my nonJW sister but my study conductor said that would NOT be pleasing to Jehovah for obvious reasons) and many of the ornaments were antique family heirlooms that had been in our family for generations. They went out in the trash.
I had a carved wooden crucifix that was over our bed and I remember the very DAY I took it down and threw it away. It bothered me then and still bothers me today....four + decades later.
My oldest boy, when in kindergarten, had painted a HUGE Christmas mural on that brown wrapping paper they used to use----the thing covered half the wall and he (and I) were SO proud of that when he brought it home! Unfortunately---it was tossed into the trash as well......to please Jehovah. It still breaks my heart when I think of the joy it would have brought to him and his three children to see this displayed in Gramma's house every year. It really hurts.
I has scads of books that were "unacceptable" and even more records that were in my vast collection starting from when I was 15 until I was 30 and became a JW. "Pleasing Jehovah" was pretty painful to the heart, not to mention the pocketbook.
Annie