is it just me or has anyone here become a very angry person after leaving the organization?
i mean in the sense where...you're more vulnerable to snap in a big way...like you've just developed so much anger inside you?
for example since being df'd i think its created so much anger that i really just dont care. i get pissed and i'll beat the livin **bleep** outta someone. my roomate pissed me off and i punched a whole thru her door as she slammed it at the same time i was aiming to punch her face in. then i keyed her car, scrubbed the toilet with her toothbrush, locked her out the crib, and finally...rammed my car into hers! (i have 3 cars...two of them brand new 2006...the other one a 95...naturally i used the 95 to ram her car lol)
then i realized...man why am i acting stupid? my anger just gets the best of me all the time...a big part of me wants to relate it back to all the anger from being df'd. o yea...this whole thing with my roomate is cuz she tried to tell my girlfriend she cant pay rent this month cuz has too many bills. ...my girlfriend just shrugs it off like she's stupid and of course i gotta be the bad guy and do something. so she called the cops like 3 times on me already cuz she's afraid i'm gonna beat her a$$ or something. but shit...she can go the club 3 times a week but she cant pay rent?! you must be sick...ne ways...just wanted to hear feedback!