vicodin/vicotussin was giving me nightmares and horrible visions whenever i closed my eyes or tried to sleep. Are you on any medications that were prescribed? Many times they have side effects that are not commonly known.
I am sorry for what you are going through, it sounds horrible. A therapist kind of doctor might be what you need. That kind of thing can literally make you crazy. Have you talked out all the JW stuff with a real person who was willing to listen. Or someone who knows and understands the issues for you?