I haven't posted here in ages and was checking back to see whats going on. I read your story and am so happy for you. You are free. It sounds like you have some pain to deal with but life will get better and does the longer your gone from the Tower. I started college after leaving, my jobs better and I am so much happier. I think it comes down to having much more self respect and dignity. I always knew things weren't quite right in the WT but is only now that I am gone that I see how that affected me. It is amazing how little thoughts of how wrong they are continue to occur to me.
Good luck with everything.