I have heard that song, "Who am I?" It makes me cry just about every time. I also like history by Matthew West.
Thanks for all of your compliments. I am having a hard time right now and that was very healing for me. I found a camera in a box I was cleaning out and I got it developed and they were pictures of my family and us acting goofy and my dad making funny faces in the camera and taking a picture of himself... gave me tears.
Then.. I think about how limited I felt while inside. I enjoy freedom so much that just that alone is worth being out. I'm not thinking of going back -- you just sometimes get caught up in memories and wonder just for a moment if you did the right thing. (Of course, my conclusion is always that it was worth it) I wouldn't be human if I didn't miss my parents.
Let me explain about the Katrina thing. They probably worked out the loopholes.
I was living freely in my grandma's house. They came around (the society) and were going to help do some work for the brothers and sisters. A requirement was that you own the ho use. They "wouldnt do work on the brother's rental property". They almost didn't fix mine because of me "renting" the house. I agrued until I was blue in the face that it wasn't fair that they didn't fix mine. After all, my grandmother was doing a sister a favor by letting her live there for free and to top the cake, THERE WAS NO INSURANCE ON THE HOUSE. Other brothers and sisters who had insurance could get work done on theirs. Well ... they finally did it.. The elders told me that I should donate for the labor. The $ that they gave me on a piece of paper I signed was for the materials. I bet the paper's purpose was to show that they were only asking for money to reimburse them for the materials. The society made a killing off of the Katrina disaster. The spoken word was that you should give what you would normally give any repairmen to them so that way the society could benefit instead of other construction workers. The labor of course was free to them and they had volunteers. But they took the whole money from what it would have cost anyone.