thank you all so much for the replys
i really dont know exactly what i beleive anymore, its so strange coming from a beleif of a god, the bible, an organisation run by god, with all the rules and regulations set out for us.
Then having that blow up in your face! it leaves you with an empty sort of feeling, and it makes you question everything else to do with religion, a creator and evolution (which is a good thing) but its soo confusing, and the simple aswer is no longer there.
Oh well, i know this is going to be going round in my head for my whole life so i better pace myself, lol
Thank you all again, and i really do appreciate each and every one of your coments.
Sam87