well I'm ovwer the 10,000 mark and have been here for over 5 years.
I stay to help others. I remember very clearly what it felt like to be alone. I was dusfellowshipped and lost my family, friends and community. And there was no internet 21 years ago when I left.
If I can help anyone along the way then I will stay.
My posting/day change. Sometimes I have a lot to say and other times I just read. Right now I seem to be a reading spell more than posting
One other thing, when I first got here I needed to know I was not alone. I wasn't crazy for leaving and not going back to get reinstated. When the whole silentlambs scandal broke wide open I was blown away that I wasn't just a rare case. There were thousands of others who had been treated like lambs to the slaughter. I had a lot to say during that. It was sad there were so many others but it helped me a great deal to know I wasn't the real problem.
Other issues hit very close to home for me - suicide (2 in my family and I was close to doing it myself); abused wives; abused children; 1975 I was there and I remember what happened; Mexico/Malawi I remember the todo about Malawi. In all of this I have recieved much needed support from the posters on this board.
If I help just one person then I am gkad JWD exists to help others