Lurkers: We had questions too!! See our stories, and what made us question

by Lady Liberty 10 Replies latest jw experiences

  • Lady Liberty
    Lady Liberty

    Dear Lurkers,

    I thought a thread sharing with you what made us here on the forum first question the organization, may help you see that you are not alone with your questions. Many have had the same ones. The 607 date became in question to me because of the movie National Treasurer. Here is my story, and here is what I shockingly found. Hopefully more will share with you theirs.

    Sincerely,

    Lady Liberty

    Hello everyone,

    It's high time I introduce myself. I feel like I know many of you already, just by daily reading your posts over the last year. You all have been a support to my husband and I, even though you were not even aware we were even here. (I tried to keep my introduction brief, as I know long post are harder to read.) I was raised a JW as was my husband. We had ALWAYS been VERY regular and VERY active in the organization. My husband had been a ministerial servant for many years. About 3 years ago my parents left the Watchtower. We were devastated to put it mildly. My father had been a elder when I was young, and my mother had pioneered many times over the years as I grew up. They also were VERY strong and active in the organization. Because of the blood issue, which directly effected my family, and the child molestation issue, they began to have very serious questions. And as you all know, one question can lead to hundreds of others. Gradually they began to miss meetings. I now know they were trying to fade out. It was hard because I felt them slipping away, but they always made excuses. I loved them non-the less. However, our paths began to get wider apart.

    One day, before the summer assembly, my parents informed me that they had serious doubts. They tried to explain to me why they had not been at the meetings in so long and also why they would for the very first time in all my life not be attending to assembly. I felt like I had been run over by a bus! As they talked to me, I zoned out with disbelief, their voices became only a hum and blur in my mind. They had been the pillars to our whole family, and those pillars had just crumbled. From then on, my world as I have always known it was never the same.

    From time to time I would talk with my parents, begging them to reconsider, trying to reason with them from the literature. But since they had trained me so well with the whole "apostate" thing, I followed what they had trained me to do. I rejected any "Apostate" talk. I told them I never wanted to talk about it again, to never bring it up unless I had questions for them. It was just far too painful; to try so hard to bring them back around and get them to accept "Watchtower reasoning!" They promised they would never ever bring any of this up to our daughter. She being only 10, but VERY knowledgeable in the Watchtower ways. I was very afraid they could convince her this was not the "truth" and with teen years quickly approaching, I felt we might lose our daughter to "the world." But the one thing, out of everything we discussed before I cut off spiritual conversation with them, was the whole 607 issue. I remember my mother other telling me about all the different lines of evidences that do not support 607. She told me to check out the British Museum online. So I did. Sure enough the date given there was different than the 607 that I was always taught, and had taught others. But a quick look at the Appendix’s explanation put my mind at ease. I pushed the subject out of my mind, but it came back another day.

    Most of you are familiar with the movie National Treasure. Well, I loved it. After we saw it the first time I was telling my manicurist how great it was and a little about it. She informed me that there really are Freemasons. I was suprised. It made sense then, as to what all those Masonic Temples were I had seen in various places over the years. Like I do with any movie I love, I generally see it twice. While watching the movie, two things stuck me. First, the cross and the crown symbol that was once on our literature was in the movie. And second, the whole pyramid with the all seeing eye that is on the dollar bill, that too was on something years ago, wasn't it? I wondered. With those two questions, "Panders Box" was opened for my husband and me!

    That night I called my mother. I said, I have a question for you. Was there ever a pyramid on any of the literature? She said, "Yes, in the Divine Plan of the Ages." Realizing that these were symbols of the Freemasons, I asked if Russell was a Freemason. She said, "There is much speculation about it. But if he wasn't, he sure used ALOT of their symbols." I said,"ok. Thank you." And that was the end of that conversation. So.. Using the "devils tool", the Internet, I began searching for Russell and Freemasons.

    I know all of you know what I found. But for those who have not yet researched this, I found MANY disturbing things. Photos of Russell’s gravesite, the Masonic temple in view, as well as the Pyramid itself that Russell had the Bible students erect. What was all of this fascination of the Pyramid anyway? Well, I soon discovered, its called Pyramidology, and is HEAVILY steeped in demonism/spiritism. I still get goose bumps when I think of what I read that night! What was Russell doing involved with Freemason symbols, as well as Pyramidology??? Through our wonderful Google search engine, "the devils tool", I discovered that Russell based 1914 off the measurements of the inside of the Great Pyramid of Gehza. WHAT???!!!?? I asked myself! You have got to be kidding me?? I thought 1914 was based on 607. It had to be a coincidence! There is no way we teach 607 because of Pyramid roots! // Do we? So, getting out both sets of Encyclopedias we had, I found only 586/587 not 607! I looked in the Insight book, the Daniel book.... They all read 607! Then it all came back to me. I remembered my conversation with my mother many months prior, and I had gone to the British Museum. So I visited online once again. 586/587! The ONLY place I found 607 was in the society literature! Once again, the feeling of shock came over me. By now it was 2 or 3 in the morning. I just could not believe it! Could what my parents were trying to tell us all along be true?

    So. Around 4:00am I tried to slip into bed without my husband knowing I had never made it to bed to begin with. But. He knew I had been up all night. He said, "What have you been doing?" I said," Oh.

    just some research". When we finally got up I decided to share with him what I had discovered. He said, "Did you go to the Watchtower Library CD? I said, "No, I forgot about that." So he quickly pulled out the only reference to the discrepancy the society gives ...up, the Appendix to the Kingdom Come book. After reading it to me, and doing the simple math of 539 minus 70 years, equals 607, I thought, ok. I was relieved. For I knew that if 607 weren’t factual, my world as I knew it would come crashing down! As the months went by, it haunted me that the only place I found support for 607 was in the literature, and no where else was there any other support for 607. So without my husband’s knowledge, I continued to try to find support for 607. But the more I searched, the evidence continued to mount for the 586/587 date.

    I started talking to my husband about it again, but slowly. As he was convinced my parents were borderline "Apostate". And truthfully, so did I. We were afraid to question the organization. My husband it seemed was irritated that I wouldn't let it go and forget the whole date thing. But I could not sweep it under the carpet. I knew what it meant if it wasn't true. The whole foundation of this organization, including the authority it demands, crumbles! So. One Saturday he once again agreed to help me. And once again he went for the old "Appendix" routine. He said kind of sarcastically, " I don't see hats so difficult to understand". He wanted to simply go back the 70 years from 539 like the Appendix says to do. So I said, "No, prove it to me WITHOUT using any of the Societies literature." He said, "Ok." After about 5 hours, and after much study of the scriptures themselves, comparing it with the Kings lists, 586/587 was the match, NOT 607! He could not believe it! He finally realized the mental problem of "Cognicent Dissidence". After that realization, every meeting became more and more difficult. We found it harder and harder to sit through the meetings. Never had we realized how much that 607 date is drilled into the Jaws heads. But when you discover you are being lied to, it’s very hard to fake it. I would get extremely mad, and my face and chest would get all flushed because of being so upset as to what was being taught.

    We never meant to quit "cold turkey". But we did. And so here we are, we haven't been to a meeting in a year. It is amazing how easily we were thrown by the wayside. It really hurt, because we were so active and visible. But the only elder to call us, to see if we were ok, was an elderly brother who wasn't even a "acting elder." Where were our loving Shepherds? Certainly too busy to even pick up the phone to see if we were even alive. I know most of you who are out know those feelings all too well. Now we are on the JW "death row." It is another long story, but we are awaiting the reply from our elders regarding the discrepancy of 607. So far it has been over 5 weeks and still nothing! We kept it quiet for almost a year, but it got out, and now suddenly, we are persons of interest. However, Jehovah helped us, and I would like to share our meeting with all of you, possibly in another post. It may possibly help any that are faced with the elders.

    Just a couple of others things before I close. Friends, if you are trying to help get your loved ones out, the whole 607 issue should not be taken lightly! This is the reason MANY begin to question the organization! There have been so...many of you who posted information, as well as scanned old literature that I would have never found without your help! Just knowing we are not alone, and that so many of you have gone through this whole process already, has truly helped. You never know who is reading your posts, who through your encouraging words may one day break their silence and revile they have been there all along, also being helped. So to all of you. THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart! I look forward to posting here, and maybe helping someone else as well!

    Sincerely,

    You’re new friend,

    Lady Liberty P.S. 19 of us have found out the Truth, and left since our story started with my parents! Hopefully more will follow!

  • Triple A
    Triple A

    Lady Liberty,

    First this is a great story and one of encouragement to those who would like to help others see the WTS for what it is.

    Second, I have never been a JW, so this through me when I read it:

    After we saw it the first time I was telling my manicurist how great it was and a little about it. She informed me that there really are Freemasons. I was suprised. It made sense then, as to what all those Masonic Temples were I had seen in various places over the years.

    Do the JWs teach that there is no such thing as Freemasons?

    Thanks again,

    Triple A

  • Little Bo Peep
    Little Bo Peep

    I've never posted "my story" in my profile, but in brief...

    The blood issue came up when my father was ill. When I told the doctor we could take "albumin", a fraction, he ask, "I thought you couldn't take blood?" My reply was I couldn't explain it, but I knew we could, and provided WT articles provided by the local elders. It really began to bother me, that I could be swayed so easily, just because the WT gave permission.

    The "mediator" issue was huge to me. When my husband said I didn't have a mediator, I laughed and said that was just "apostate" talk. He gave me the WT information, and I checked it on my cdrom. Boy was I shocked! I spent several hours pouring over all the material and, sure enough, they teach Jesus isn't our mediator, but we can benefit via the "faithful and discreet slave".

    When I found out there was so much deceit regarding the date 607bc, I spent hours and hours researching that subject, because the very foundation of the Watchtower rests on that date.

    After that, I began my long journey out. We read Crisis of Conscience and In Search of Christian Freedom, both by Ray Franz. My eyes were opened to finally begin reading the Bible with my blinders off, and I found true freedom in Christ!

    I never understood how we would ask others to examine their religion, and be so afraid to question our own. The truth will always be the truth, no matter how tough the questions! Hope others out there take the time to check things out.

    Peep

  • Lady Liberty
    Lady Liberty

    Do the JWs teach that there is no such thing as Freemasons?

    Dear Triple A,

    No. But I never asked much about those temples to know. I just thought it was a type of club for men. Boy was that a understatement!!

    Sincerely,

    Lady Liberty

  • OnTheWayOut
    OnTheWayOut

    Great story Lady Liberty. My brief version of my story is in my profile, but here it is:

    I had trouble with GENERATIONS and 1975, so I researched these for years using only WT material.
    Once I knew the TRUTH was not the truth, I turned to the internet and found all this wonderful
    information that confirmed my belief. I am OnTheWayOut because I am still in my withdrawal. I want
    to try to help the wife out, or at least keep a good relationship with her, and my JW mother. I want to
    avoid DF or DA for their sake.
    I resigned as an elder in August 2006 and quit the Theocratic Ministry School, citing doubts about our
    teachings. I no longer have doubts, but for the sake of the fade, the elders think I have doubts.
    I still go to the KH but miss many meetings for work. I met with the CO in early October 2006, he told
    me to make a decision what I want to do (practically told me to get in line with organization thinking or get out).
    After 12 years as an elder, he gave me 15 minutes of his time, this works great for my fade- shows me
    what a person's value to the WTS truly is. I stopped reporting field service in October 2006, stating that
    the CO stumbled me, and I am cutting back further and further on meetings and commenting.

    I want to add that doing research on THIS GENERATION, I asked my mother about it. She was
    a JW that got disfellowshipped after 1975, but went back years later. She said that the end must
    be "right around the corner" now, and explained 1975 to me. Her story was that, while mankind
    was 6000 years old in 1975 and the thousand-year reign would have to be the last part of Jehovah's
    7th rest day of 7000 years, necessitating that Armededdon start soon, we don't know exactly when
    the 6th day ended. It had to end after Eve's creation and before her sin. It was thought that Adam
    and Eve were created within months of each other, but that may not be true. Adam had a work to
    do and may have been examining and naming the animals for years before Eve was created, and we
    don't know how long after her creation it was that Jehovah ended the 6th Creative day. But we do
    know how old Adam was when he had a son, and by then, we were in the 7th day.

    I listened to my mother dumbfounded. I said (silently to myself) "We don't teach that crap." But I
    researched what Mom said, and she was right. The WT did teach what she said. Since that time
    passed, they have stopped teaching it. Now they say that each creative day is "thousands of years"
    instead of SEVEN THOUSAND. This way, they never take back what they taught people like my mother,
    but they can eventually drop any connection with their old teaching. They never changed what she was
    taught, just started being vague about it.

    My CO is much younger than my mother. When I tried to tell him this story (he was in a hurry and had
    no time to listen- had a dinner date) his first reaction was- "We don't teach that." I doubt he checked on
    the accuracy of my understanding of what 1975-era JW's were taught. My PO had a similar reaction, and
    he is such a faithful JW, that he would accept what they teach now, saying that they have "new light"
    since then. I say, "If it's not correct anymore, then say it. Don't let my mother believe the wrong stuff."

    The Governing Body of Jehovah's Witnesses wants to keep us in expectation of Armageddon, right around
    the corner. They dropped the "generation of 1914" only when those people got too old. They do not admit
    doctrinal errors, just say there are "adjustments." If they can avoid telling us information that will make their
    doctrine look bad, they will tell us nothing. They will also tell us to avoid looking at that research.
    If you insist on only looking at their research, you can still see what they are like. All you have to do is follow
    the research as to whether they say they are prophets, speak in the name of God, or deliver a message from
    Jehovah God through the WT publications. DO that research, follow the internet research to your own
    WT library or start there from scratch, either way- you can see what the Watchtower publishers have to say,
    how they won't admit their errors.

    OnTheWayOut

  • CD
    CD

    lady liberty - thank you for sharing your story - the 607 issue is one of the things that made me question this ORG, as well.

    CD.

  • garybuss
    garybuss

    I was basing my confidence in the organization on assumptions. When I listed a few of those assumptions and went to the Witness people to try to clearly establish the facts I was sure were underlying those assumptions, I met actual hostility and very quickly, rejection of me personally.

    I did rational research in the Society's publications and I learned my assumptions were based on myths, mistakes, and outright lies.

  • BabaYaga
    BabaYaga

    Thank you so much for this, Lady Lib, and thank goodness.

    Dear Witnesses who are reading this... remember: If it truly is the Truth, then any research you can do will only PROVE it FURTHER. Read, read, RESEARCH!!!

    Baba.

  • LoverOfTruth
    LoverOfTruth

    It makes me want to cry. Gives me hope my son will speak with me again some day.

  • bubble
    bubble

    No, prove it to me WITHOUT using any of the Societies literature." He said, "Ok." After about 5 hours, and after much study of the scriptures themselves, comparing it with the Kings lists, 586/587 was the match, NOT 607! He could not believe it!

    I wish I had the guts to tell my family to do this. And I wish they would have the guts to not use the societies literature to prove their point.

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