by truthseeker 13 Replies latest jw friends
I agree with the remarks made.
Since I left I've had JW's, say to me they wish they could do the same. But they can't face losing wife, family, friends etc.
I knew a respected Elder (now dead) who would have left years ago. But he knew it would destroy his wife if he did.
I had doubts for many years beforehand, it contributed in the end to my depression.
Because you live a life you don't want to live.
Evangelion had it right for the most part.
We live three lives.
Professional
Familial
Personal
Not just a double life.
I wish I onlylived three lives though I estimate I have probaly six. The above plus Imaginary (Insanity) Hobby ( the one I love really more or less a part of the insane one ) Religious ( Jdub hell life )
How do you stay sane? I'm acting the part of the "interested study" to try and share information that they have never, never seen or heard. It is very hard!!!!! But at least we get relief when they walk out the door after the study. However, to be living it day in and out must be torture on your conscience.
Who said I was sane ?
