Thank you all for reading my story. It really does feel like a weight has lifted just to finally lay it all out like that.
Confession, I was referring to the double life that a lot of jw's lead. I realize that a lot of people never speak to their families, and I'm sorry if I seemed insensitive in that regard.
Just from being here a few days, I can feel the wonderful dynamic on this website. I dare say that our adverse experiences with the jw's have brought us all closer than the superficial closeness amongst the jw's themselves. Isn't it ironic...