Sure, they are JWs, but it's not about that.
They have never really cared about me. They have always kept me out of their stupid little "club". Do they really think their transparent insults and petty games really get them anywhere? Do they really think I'm going to try my hardest to impress them, to get them to accept me, while they are busy insulting me by their actions and words? Is that what they really think? I know they need to paint a scenario in their warped little minds where I'm always gonna be the bad guy. This way, they don't need to think about all of the horrible things they have done. They can have that. I can't do anything about it anyway. So, I don't care anymore, and haven't cared for a long time.
What I finally understand about them is I never really had sisters at all. Not really. Sure, I was at their weddings, sat at the table for the family, and my parents are the same people that spawned them, but they are not my sisters and I am not theirs. They were never my sisters at all, and at this point, I believe they never will be.
So, I am gonna borrow from the words of Alec Baldwin here and, I just want to be able to say to them, I am tired of playing this game with them and they have insulted me for the last time with this crap. They are rude, thoughtless, fat, pathetic, boring, stupid little pigs.
Ok, thanks for letting me vent.