I found that I could 'Walk'!

by Gill 18 Replies latest jw friends

  • Gill
    Gill

    I found out that 'I could walk' about three years ago. I stood up and 'I walked'.

    Five years ago, I was trapped in the Watchtower 'Wheelchair' believeing that only 'they' could make me a good person through their interpretation of the Bible. I thought I needed that organization to make my decisions for me based on their current interpretation of the Bible. I thought I was unable to think for myself and even make good decisions for myself and family.

    I thought I was a cripple and that crippled state was supposedly brought on by a mythical man, Adam, who ate a mythical fruit offered to him by his mythical wife, Eve. Because of that, I would need this supposedly God given book publishing company to be my 'legs', otherwise I was doomed to destruction in the ever approaching war of Armageddon in which God would destroy everyone who did not follow the rules of the Watchtower Society. I had believed them all my life that 'I could not walk.' So I sat in the 'wheelchair' of their making, allowing them to direct my every move and every thought.

    But one day, what they said made no more sense.

    I stood up. I got out of the' wheelchair' and I put one foot in front of another. I found my decisions were good. I found that I could think for myself and make excellent decisions for me and mine and I walked away from that 'wheelchair' every so often looking back and wondering what I could do to help all those still strapped into their own 'wheelchairs'.

    Talking is the only way to help those others out of their 'crippled state'. The Watchtower cripples its followers by forcing them to believe that only the Watchtower Society can provide the path to life. Infact, what the Watchtower Society offers is nothing but a bag of lies than many a con artist would be proud to have contrived.

    They offer an impossible prize, 'living forever in paradise on Earth with no problems'. The simple cost, is total obedience to their every direction which are cunningly twisted and formed from contrived scriptures from the Bible. Regular financial donations are very helpful in gaining that impossible prize! How clever!

    And all the time, these very cripples are capable of making better decisions for themselves and their families, but they have become so afraid at what the Watchtower tells them that they no longer even dare 'put one foot in front of another' in their own lives and do exactly the same to their children. They live a life of fear of consequences, fear of living, fear of decisions, fear of succeeding, fear of education and in the end fear of their very own shadows. They become crippled by the Cultic rules and control of their master, the Watchtower Society who says 'You can't walk without US!'

    It is a BIG lie. Probably one of the biggest lies ever told in human history, and so many of us fell into its trap.

    Let's not forget those left behind in the clutches of the Watchtower!

    I am regularly tempted to just walk on and forget them! After all, they appear to have chosen to be cripples.....instead, they fell into a very clever trap!

    Keep talking to 'your JWs'. One day, they too may wake up and discover that they can walkl!!

  • magoo
    magoo

    ........amen !

    magoo

  • dedpoet
    dedpoet

    Hi Gill,

    I got up out of the wheelchair and started walking over 7 years ago now, and
    a few of my friends have done the same since, some with my assistance.I
    hope to be able to assist more to walk in the future.

    I've graduated from walking to running these days, and I know I'll never sit in that
    wheelchair again.

    dedpoet

  • Gill
    Gill

    Hi Trevor!

    Much love to you and Linda!!

    I can't believe how much of my life I let 'go' simply believeing that what I wanted to do was 'wrong', 'unsuitable', 'worldly', not for a woman etc.

    I look at relatives and their children who are still JW and its like looking a people in a straight jacket or as above, in a wheelchair. They fear everything and can do nothing without guilt and fear.

    I want to just forget them, but can't as but still believe, that to 'walk'; you have to really WANT TO WALK, and I don't know if they do WANT TO!

    Perhaps they want the straight jacket existence that the WT tells them is so 'good' for them and so 'protective' because they fear everything.

  • dedpoet
    dedpoet
    I can't believe how much of my life I let 'go' simply believeing that what I wanted to do was 'wrong', 'unsuitable', 'worldly', not for a woman etc

    I know what you mean Gill.

    I was only "in" for just over 8 years, and I'll soon have been "out" for as long as that, but I still rue every minute of the time I wasted in that cult. If I live to 80, I'll still have given 10% of my life to the wts, which is way to much time to spend doing voluntary work for a book publishing company imo.

  • zagor
    zagor

    In the name of Gill, Amen!

  • LongHairGal
    LongHairGal

    Gill:

    Your post is excellent and is a great figurative way to describe what the religion's teachings do to a person's brain.

    I have another comparison. Do you remember the ancient practice (now outlawed) in China of binding the feet of baby girls so they would grow up with crippled feet and could only hobble instead of taking normal steps? Well, I feel this is what the religion's teachings do to a normal brain.

    LHG

  • jut1981
    jut1981

    Gill,

    Thank You for your post. I've only just found this website and have been disfellowshipped for approx 7 years now. It's nice to see that other people share their stories and helpful to read them.

  • Gill
    Gill

    Welcome Jut1981! Hope to hear much more from you soon!!!

    LHG - I'd forgotten about the chinese little girls! How horrific a way to be controlled - both body and mind!

  • ninja
    ninja

    well done gilly...I am at the Heather Mccartney stage....limping about wanting to sue an institution............she has a cheek to sue paul mccartney by the way...he has been really generous to her...at christmas he bought her a plane....and for her other leg he just got her a ladyshave

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