I'm at a definite crossroad in my life right now and I don't know which direction to turn.
For my entire life I've been taught to believe in one thing but now I'm seeing things that I never knew where there before.
I find it very disturbing that there has been so many predictions the WTS has made in the past that failed to come true. Also the bouncing back and forth on certain doctrines make me question my beliefs.
But on the other hand I can't ignore things like the fact the organization is growing while other religions are on the decline. JW's have learned many things about the bible that other religions don't know. Also their seems to be a certain unity and cohesiveness within the organization. The preaching work is done all over the world by witnesses.
Its just very confusing to know what to do at this point in my life.
I'm still doing research trying to learn a few more things. I really want to know all of the facts before I make a decision.
Some of the things I'm currently investigating are:
1. The date of 1914: I read an article that brought out that Jerusalem was'nt really destroyed in 607 BCE, if thats the case then that would invalidate the Society's calculations of the 2,520 years that ended in 1914. I'm trying to find some historical documents that verify what the real date for Jerusalems destruction is.
2. I've heard on more than one occasion that the society has changed some of the reprints of certain publications from the original printing. I'd like to find out if this is true and if so what was the information that was changed.
3. Finally this is the most important question out of the three. Is the society currently teaching anything that goes against scriptural basis? and can it be proven that the society in the past or present has violated bibical teachings?
I would greatly appreciate if someone could offer me insight on any of these questions and/or direct me to any websites that has pertinent information in regards to those questions.
Thanks