thanx for all the advice and suggestions.i am trying to get on with my life,i know i have to but i still can't
stop thinking that he should pay (be hurt)for what he's done(he did this twice) iwould like him to know that
one of theElders wives told me he was on chaperoned dates which when he talked to me Friday nite,he denied
said not to believe gossip.(i didnt tell him where i heard about his date)he has me so messed up,we were planning a future
together until he decided he didn't want to get caught being with me.Sorry for being such a pain.