Now that the life of being a Jehovah’s Witness is over with in your life, how
are you driven or motivated to do the things you want to get out of life?
Respectfully,
The Wanderer
I've always been upset and bitter that by being a witnoid I didnt get a college education and after I left the organizatin my life became to compllicated and difficult to get one. I've always felt like a 2nd class citizens hanging out with the flunkies and dopers of life who chose not to apply themself and just float.
I fell for the bibles line to everything there is a season. And my season to get an education was before I got married and had a child.
I know some people have been able to overcome those obstacles. But I wasnt, so thats my misery.
My life hasnt been a total failure but when I have to spend a day like today working 16 and 3/4 hours straight in a jail because, thats the best job I can get without a degree, I'm a little pissed at the watertower.
And I have to work it or they will fire me. Not having a degree sucks. Thank you watertower.
I get to come home sleep for 4 hours and go back and work 8 hours again.
So I dont have any life or energy to further my education. Plus I'm 54 years old, I only have 7 more years till I get social security and retire on a paupers pension.
Or put it another way at 54 even with a degree, I am not going to make a lot of money.
Sorry to be so negative but 16 and 3/4 hours of guarding prisoners making sure they dont escape in a hospital with no bars and only my wits handcuffs and shakles pushes me over my limit.
They always get themselves into a position of having to get the restraints off because they crap their pants and they get all contorted in it. And I got to cut their clothes off that are full of pxss and shxt in the emergency room after they have made me work 15 hours straight.
Sorry for complaining Watertower. Maybe I should take a job at 7/11 and get shot for peanuts.
