I started having more and more questions about prophecies and lack of fullfillment. In 1988 I began reading Crisis of Conscience and ran across the full text of the speech Rutherford gave at Cedar Point. The 1974 yearbook had quoted it like this (working from memory here):
"Do you believe...
then advertise, advertise, advertise the king and his kingdom."
Until I read Franz I'd never know how much or what the ellipses represented. In the full text he went on and on about (again working from memory) "do you believe that the time of the end began in 1874, that Jesus returned in 1879," do you believe this thing and that thing, to which a witness now would say "no I don't believe any of that."
It struck me that whoever wrote the yearbook had to have known that the if they printed the full version too many people would ask too many questions so they altered the text. As far as I was concerned it was an outright lie coming out of Brooklyn. Any shred of an idea that I might have had that they were misguided or confused was gone.