i dropped out before researching the internet or reading 'apostate' lit. i dropped out b/c my gut and prayers told me it was the right thing to do, essentially i was smacked upside the head w/ too many signs to leave.
and every once in a while, when i hit a low point and i'm really down or something, i'll pray and ask god to lead me in the right direction, and if becoming a witness again is the right direction, please give me a sign and i'll go where you lead me.
every single time i've prayed like that, the answer is loud and clear to stay far away from the jws.
i'm not sure how prayer works, but it never fails, it's answered w/in a day or so.