i consider myself christian, but decaf agnostic with a buddhist twist.*
we're all suffering, and universal sovereignty theory doesn't make sense to me...would a god of love allow this to continue? who knows, i'm imperfect human and i don't have the answers and the bible leaves them open for interpretation which pisses me off...and the wtbts has steered me wrong enough to really fuck with my head.
in fact, i'm pretty pissed at god, and if things are revealed in my lifetime or if for some reason we get access to god, i'll bow and tell him/her of my wish to give 'im a clock across the jaw for sentencing us to crimes we didn't commit.
christian philosophy, i subscribe to, as well as some buddhist philosophy.
if someone born in a muslim country is killed by god b/c he didn't accept christ, i think that's a load of crap and that's where the bible contradicts itself.
i have hope and faith and i embrace that i'm imperfect, skeptical and claiming christianity is the truth for me would be judging buddhists, hindus, muslims and i'm in no place to judge and particularly in buddhism, there is some great teachings.
i'm not religious, but i read the bible, have read some of the koran and read books on buddhism. i don't think i'll ever be religious or affiliated with a religion again.
*hmm, might have to start my own church