I agree whole heartedly wednesday about what happens " after" I don't think of death the same way I used to , yes life is valuable and we shouldn't treat it with a callous attitude life is indeed a gift , but Jesus said plainly who ever tries to save his soul would lose it, I really really wonder some times when I lie in bed at night why was it that he appeared to some of his disciples in different appearances, his looks were different each time, why so important that he " entered a locked room"? when he could've simply knocked? what was the 3rd heaven paul spoke about , and his mentioning " whether in the body or out of the body I do not know" answers to these questions I don't have ... but every day that goes by and the more I read the bible this is just the beginning, this universe has no boundaries, the power of just our " dwarf" sun is incredible to think we were just meant to live our lives even in a paradise condition with out REALLY challenging our minds is ridiculous. When Jesus told peter to simply get out of the boat and walk to him , he was making an incredible point that so many today not just witnesses, people of all kinds of religions miss, they miss the fact that Jesus did not impart any special power to Peter he didn't wave a wand, he didn't snap his fingers or clap his hands he simply said come to me peter, and peter got out and walked on water. 11 other men never got out of the boat, I don't want to be one of those men, wednesday , i'm like you I look up at the sky every night and I pray and give thanks for the things i have but also for the things I know he has in store for those of us who really still are like children at heart who aren't afraid to dream and who still believe in the unbelievable. death is something Satan holds over us, notice he holds no punches with parents? first thing he does is attack the kids, shadrach meshach and abendigo, same thing, worship me or die, they said no and into the furnace they go, were not all saved from death like those three young men and it's clear some of us will die at the hands of another, maybe in a car crash, maybe cancer, but its the unknown that we really shouldn't fear . this one young brother who I know " KNOWS" :) once gave this comment at the hall, he said Jehovah is a father, fathers like to play this game with sons and daughters , we've all done it at one time or another, the kids go up a few stairs then turn and face thier dad, then they say okay dad im gonna jump , and they jump they know that thier father will catch them becuase he loves them, im not talking about putting your life in danger , this isn't satan telling Jesus jump from the top of the temple put God to the test, im talking about a real relationship with Jehovah knowing that he will always take care of us, a bad dad doesn't play that game with his kids and the children definitely woudl'nt jump into his arms. my point is our limited minds only see the here and now, he can make it better, maybe pauls 3rd heaven will become painfully clear some day. a little faith and some trust in our father who has provided day in and day out for us will go a long way. Time for me to shut up now , lol gotta watch these old sanford and son dvds i finally got a hold of :)