Dear Doug,
It is SO frustrating to know that you need help and I can't do anything but sit here and write warm fuzzies to you. We are having a tough time fiancially as well, so anything I can send will be very small, unfortunately. I really hate it when I can't DO something to help a friend who honestly needs a hand.
I just read your last post and I just can't stop crying. I guess I must have a violent streak deep down somewhere, because I want to get ahold of that piece of inhuman garbage that did that to you,and tear him to pieces.
I well know the feeling of having someone deliberately destroy cherished belongings, my parents did the same thing to me. I had several "collections" since early childhood, (I collected seashells, feathers,paper dolls, old storybooks like Peter Rabbit, Bunnuy Brown series, Nancy Drew mysteries, the Bobbsey Twins books Little Lulu comics and figurines from all over the world.) My grandmother used to send me valuable antique dolls that SHE collected, just to name a few things off the top of my head. These were packed away in my parents large home and nothing was ever mentioned about my removing them by a given date....they wouldn't answer my letters or accept my phone calls in 30 years. (A loooong time to be on punishment)
The things that were considered "junk" were tossed out, and no one will tell me where the rest of my things went. I was crushed when I learned about it, especially the fact that my own parents would be that vindictive. The feeling of personal items being trashed out of meanness is hard to understand, like what PLEASURE does it bring....
My heart goes out to you even more, Doug. I think your quota of nasty people in your path, should definetly be filled now. You have been introduced to some caring souls now, who are aware of your situation, and I'd like to think they'll kinda keep you in mind and "be there" for you in the days ahead.
San Diego MUST have some kind of resources like Social Services, etc that issue food vouchers the same day you apply, or a list of agencies that have emergency services for situations like yours....please look into this if you haven't already. I don't know anyone in your area to call and I don't know California at all. My niece and family just relocated from Santa Rosa to Alaska, I don't even know if that was near you anyway!
When I recently found this board, and I saw your profile, I saw the Pitcairn Island address and thought, "Wow, I wonder when he moved THERE" LOL! I even looked it up on a map to see where it was, ya big brat! Guess I'm still pretty gullible sometimes <grin>
Please keep in touch with us here and let us know how things are (or aren't) going, K?
hugs always,
Sunspot