I feel so sorry for you. You have been handed rose colored shades. I hope you or no one in you family ever needs blood. I hope your child is safe in this new world you have brought her into. I hope you always keep two witnesses close by to stand by your story at the needed time. I hope you never have to run to an organization to answers life's most personal questions. Since your organization is chosen by Jehovah, ask them why to the many questions that society has posed for them. Good luck....you need it. Investigate this board, you may just find The Truth. Try to not let your world fall apart when you do.
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