By the time I got around to thinking about how this worked with the FDS and GB, I really was
fully indoctrinated. Telling me that "they know" they are anointed, I believed it. Telling me
that they were spirit-directed, I thought of it much like a prophet writing a prophecy. He just
lets God's spirit direct the writing.Later, I was able to fill in that most of the writing is done without "prophecy" so it's just
spiritual men doing spiritual writing. If the GB members had something important to add, they
would write it and tell the writing committee make an article out of it.Since Jehovah was directing all the anointed, the FDS outside of Brooklyn didn't have to be
consulted. Jehovah just made sure He guided the ones nearest the typewriters in Brooklyn.
The FDS in Iowa or Kenya would just keep an eye on local matters.I envisioned the GB where they would pontificate using the Bible. Member One would say
what he "understood" from holy spirit, and Member Two would add to that (since they were
all directed by the same spirit). Matters would be discussed until there was a unanimous
decision reached on everything and anything.WELL- imagine as I learned it just ain't so. It really threw me when I learned of the two-thirds
majority vote in the GB. Sure, a judicial committee could go by two out of three, or a body of
elders could use the majority vote, but we learned to discuss things until we could avoid this
majority and get total unity. I couldn't even imagine all the doctrine decided upon without a
need for unanimous agreement.Telling me that these guys made "mistakes" and were not inspired- that was a mistake, too.
I read enough WT articles that said "a prophet is among us" to know that the writings in the
WT were really considered the last word. If things were wrong in the articles I have read, then
how do I know that some major teachings might be wrong, like the end coming before the
1914 generation passed away. That was "proven" to me. Oh my god, there's an error.
What should I do? I will keep my mouth shut until I know what to do, afterall, I was just appointed
an elder in 1995 because I know how to promote WT propaganda.That's my story, and I am sticking to it
Profound.