First my faith in the WTS went away.
Later my faith in religion [for purposes other than fellowship] went away.
To date, my faith in the existence of the 'Great Cause' remains, but is tarnishing in some respects. I have no clear picture of what we really are, where we are really going, and why we exist. I ponder the confusing idea that we just 'are'. That we somehow came to be, either thru evolution or thru ID, with a creator that just doesn't seem to care past the act of creation.
If the atheist's are correct -and I have not conceded that yet - in fact this is not about me and my beliefs - this is about the overriding question that keeps buzzing in my ear like an October fly.
If one concludes that we just 'Are' - no purpose, no creator, nothing beyond the here and now, what is it all worth? Is it just a cosmic joke that we came to life, will soon die, though lusting for the life we came to love? Is life then the greatest cruelty of all?
Jeff