A few months ago I noticed that my mum had put her house up for sale, She doesn't live far from me and I had occasion to drive past her house.
Well I've had a funny unsettled feeling all week, and I drove along the back of her house yesterday, and all the curtains were gone, she'd obviously left. Feeling brave I drove round the front, and yes its empty, doesnt look like she's been gone long.
I got out and went in the back garden, and looked through the windows. My childhood home, just gone, and empty shell. I can't tell you what that felt like. I feel shattered at the cruelty of the wintesses. I'm not saying that my mum didn't have a right to sell up and move away, Just that they are so cruel. She had moved away and left me. She has moved away and left her four grandchildren. And all this is dictated by the cult organisation.
Why didn't she at least say goodbye? or tell me that she loved me?
Probably coz she doesnt. I'm devastated, am so weepy. Just wanted to tell you guys.
Shell