Drug Addiction- Meth addiction, Did You Know Someone Addicted? Dangerous!

by flipper 25 Replies latest jw friends

  • jaguarbass
    jaguarbass

    The woman I was married to was highly addicted and kept it hidden from me for years before I found out, her finally admitting what made her so aggressive!

    Hello Mr. Flipper, when I escaped from the Wac Tower in 83, there was no internet just little book stores here and there where you might find a shelf with some books on religion and there one might find a book like "30 years a watchtower slave." What I am saying there was very little support.

    So I ended up going to AA, I dont think I was much of an alcoholic, I was just a typical JW, but I worked the steps and when everyone else said they were a recovering alcoholic, I said to myself I was a recoveing jw. When it came time to make amends to all of the people I hurt. I addressed my amends to those people that I spread the jw virus to in my time as a pioneer and a salesman for the watertower.

    By not attending any meetings at the kingdumb hall and not drinking I reached nirvana after about 2 and a half years. And I didnt drink for 5 years total and went to aa meetings.

    I tell you that to tell you this. I knew a lot of addicted people to drugs and alcohol. And I relate to your experience with your former wife, you can't look at an addict and tell they are addicted. Someone could have a suit and a tie on and be shooting heroin. Many of them are clean cut and respectable looking.

    AA and NA narcotics anonymous seems to work for people who work the program. I knew a lot of people that were clean and sober for 10 and more years.

    http://www.amazon.com/Years-Watchtower-Slave-Confessions-Converted/dp/0801063841

  • Hortensia
    Hortensia

    my husband started taking meth about July of last year. I thought he had a serious illness and kept trying to get him to go to the doctor. His appearance changed, his skin got bad, he lost weight rapidly, his teeth were bad, he got more and more agitated and restless until I never saw him sit or sleep. I was very concerned, had NO IDEA what the problem really was. Now I know he wouldn't go to the doctor because of course the doctor would know what was going on. How did I find out? He tried to kill me. I got away and called the police. He tried to kill the police. Horrible horrible experience. He is in jail awaiting trial. The police found many guns, even an illegal uzie sort of thing and a hand grenade and lots of marijuana and pipes and spoons and all sorts of crap. I'm lucky I'm not dead, and we are all a lot better off to have him in jail. I hope he goes to prison; he is a dangerous person.

    That is my personal experience; I can see that others have had different experiences. I'm not disagreeing with your experience, just sharing mine.

    Drug dealers should be struck dead by god, only of course there isn't a god, is there?

  • worldtraveller
    worldtraveller

    My brother put a gun to his head April7, 1995. He was abusing drugs "till then.

  • flipper
    flipper

    GREGOR- I know what you mean. And I agree with you that the majority of meth addicts don't recover, or a very low percentage. I'm sure my ex-wife from 5 years ago still uses. She works in a prison, so go figure, probably gets the stuff there. I feel the lady posters who responded to you in a sensitive way, had just gone through so much pain and heartache and hurt in their life from their spouses former drug abuse , that they still have raw open wounds over it. They didn't mean anything by it personally to you in any way, These are good women here , it's just taken them years to heal also. Peace.

    JAGUAR BASS- So glad you healed from your alcohol abuse ! You are right though about my ex-wife. I could not tell she was on drugs ! I just thought she was an aggressive woman! Mean spirited ! Of course, me being green, inexperienced and all coming out of the witnesses, never having done one drug ever, (still never have and never will ) , I did not know how to recognize a drug addict. Now I can go to a marketplace and pick them out in a heartbeat ! Peace.

    HORTENSIA- I am so glad you are alive to tell others the reality of what you went through with a drug addicted husband . Might save others lives ! Glad you are safe my friend ! Hope he stays in prison ! There were times when I was married to my ex-wife the meth addict and I'd go to sleep at night, wondering if I'd wake up in the morning or not ! She was so picky about the kitchen dishes being washed and put away, ( she'd have a temper tantrum if they weren't cleaned and put away by the time she got home from her prison job ), I would get sick to my stomach with nervousness each day about 3:00 P.M. because of her coming home about 5:00 P.M. Only those of us who have lived with a meth addict can fully understand the fear they put in you as an innocent mate ! It is unreal ! Peace to you Hort.

    WORLD TRAVELLER- I am so very sorry about losing your brother my friend. My heart goes out to you..Take care, Peace out to you and all, Mr. Flipper

  • misanthropic
    misanthropic

    Yes, unfortunately I do. I posted my account here:

    http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/9/141651/1.ashx

  • flipper
    flipper

    MISANTHROPIC- So sorry you went through that experience! I read it and totally relate ! Don't even blame yourself for the final e-mail you sent them in your post of that, because as I found , about the only thing meth users understand is aggression ! They are frigging paranoid over EVERYTHING! When I was married to my ex, the drug abuser, we had gone on a " family " trip with her 2 kids and mine, about 5 years ago. We gave my son, then 17 , $20.00 to get some snacks for the other younger teenagers her 2 kids and my 2 daughters and son. Well, after the trip my son got busy doing something and forgot, accidentally to give back the $2.00 or $3.00 in change he had . So the ex-wifes kids say to there mom, " Mr. Flippers son pocketed the change and didn't give it back, mom! " Little $hits, accused my son of doing it on purpose ! Naturally METH queen wifey goes off her rocker about my son, " How could he steal from us ! You need to admit your son did this on purpose ! Yada , Yada, Yada, ". Needless to say she imputed false wrong motives to my son and from there the marriage started going to hell in a handbasket. And when that happened MISANTHROPIC, we had only been married 3 months. So, the point I'm making is , yes, these meth abusers are paranoid as hell, they think everyone is out to get them, and no you can't reason with them, even if you try, yes you are right ! Thank god, I got out of that marriage ! I have much more peace now, so Misanthropic, I do understand your story ! Peace out to you, Mr. Flipper

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