(((Zhang)))))
Yes, life is hard. It is depressing. Sometimes I think that there is more bitter than sweet in this cup we are forced to drink.
If you find comfort with the Witnesses, study with them. But please remember that they do not have all the answers to the meaning of life. Please be aware that their religion is very demanding. Please know that you will be expected to do and act as they tell you to.
There is no way for mankind to comprehend God. The best we can do is guess.
I hope you find peace.
Robyn