Dear Jah1914,
Here are a few scriptures that may help you as well:
2 Tim. 1:7
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For God gave us not a spirit of cowardice, but that of power and of love and of soundness of mind.
Acts 17:11
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Immediately by night the brothers sent both Paul and Silas out to Be·roe´a, and these, upon arriving, went into the synagogue of the Jews.
11 Now the latter were more noble-minded than those in Thes·sa·lo·ni´ca, for they received the word with the greatest eagerness of mind, carefully examining the Scriptures daily as to whether these things were so.
John 4: 23
23 Nevertheless, the hour is coming, and it is now, when the true worshipers will worship the Father with spirit and truth, for, indeed, the Father is looking for suchlike ones to worship him.
Matt. 15:9
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It is in vain that they keep worshiping me, because they teach commands of men as doctrines.’"
John 8:32
32 and YOU will know the truth, and the truth will set YOU free."
Matt. 7:7
7 "Keep on asking, and it will be given YOU; keep on seeking, and YOU will find; keep on knocking, and it will be opened to YOU.
All these scriptures show that its ok to ask, question and examine your faith in God's eyes, because he is looking for those who truth matters to them.
Sincerely,
Lady Liberty