Aleman..............I am always amazed at people who profess spirituality or a christian belief and then talk or act in a manner which does not seem christian like at all.
Gopher does not share your view.......so you turn that into I hope you dont find yourself in some extremely horrible situation and know you are going to die..........death is inevitable for us all regardless of faith, religion or spirituality.............the only difference you have being a JW is that you have an alternative hope for something in the future..........a hope that is not proven......a hope that at this point in history has not benn realised by another human being.......and a hope that if you truly examined it you would realise has been given to you by an organisation that is deceitful, manipulative and false..........but you are probably so scared of loosing that hope that you are not honest enough to do a thorough and true search of the organisation you follow.......remember that many of us have shared that very same hope at some point and found its origin to be wanting.
I wish you well in life and hope that neither you or anyone who uses this board has to face extreme circumstance of horror and stress.