this is NOT God's answer to my prayers, please?
Elyse, sometimes God sends us an answer --- in reverse. Perhaps this sister is a reminder of who you used to be, just so you could see how the example fits now --- in present time. So is this who you want to be now? I suspect not. Answers don't come all at once, darling. It takes a lifetime of learning and experiencing.
Some people always know who they are meant to be, and some take years to form the idea. With those of us who have left a cult of indoctrination, God wants us to learn to use our free will, go deep inside ourself to discover on our own who we are and why we are here.
Keep us posted!
Hugs
ESTEE