When you attended your last meeting ever as a dub, did you KNOW it was your last? Did something happen which made it clear in your mind you were 'never going back' (not to be confused with nvrgnbk)?
The last meeting we went to was the Memorial in 2006. We only went because we knew we were already pegged for the elders' unwanted attention, so we had to go to keep them off our backs a little longer. That was 6 months before we DA'd in Sept 2006. When we walked out of the KH that night, I knew we'd never set foot in it again. I literally never looked back. We hightailed it out the door as soon as it was over, and that was all she wrote for us. It was a pathetic guilt-ridden memorial talk; made me want to vomit and/or stand up and yell at the speaker. Instead, LDB and I drew funny pictures for each other and had to stifle our laughing during the "somber" parts. Ugh...