by JH 15 Replies latest jw friends
When you gather with the same people for decades, they get to know you inside out
I don't think there was anyone, in any of the congregations I attended that knew me inside out. They may have been familiar with the persona I portrayed ... but little more. I took pride in maintaining my aura of mystery. I was a true loner.
No one knew I was of the "Anointed Class".
one day i found out that everyone of the youngsters in my congo already had smoked weed at least once... so i asked one of the younger guys to get me some too. smoked it with another brother right after the memorial.
I never gave up my worldly friends. I just didn't talk about them. My worldly friends were better friends than any witnesses. When I left JWS I still had my real friends.
Me too! I didn't have time to hang out as much when I got reinstated but I kept those evil worldly friends. They have given me so much support these last 6 months that it actually swells my heart with gratitude to think about it.
That I saw Jehovah as an enemy. He was nothing more than a repressive, cruel tyrant that did everything to make every facet of my life miserable and unrewarding. He wanted everything I did to improve my self to be thwarted. And yet He expected me to do everything to make His work succeed, at great sacrifice to myself. I could sense that He expected me to get everyone into the organization, even where everyone else has failed. And that was when I was still active.
As a child, We all told on ourselves.
no secrets, just stupid.
As an adult, I love cunnilingus......................with my wife. I wish I could do it every night.
I have never told the elders.....shhhhhhhh
