Hi Daisy Boo.
heh - facebook, ja. Some loooooooooooooooong ago JW person added me on as a friend, so I accepted and went and searched through her friends, and the very same thing happend. I saw all my old friends, people that I had known for years, some brought back very bad memories on how they had manipulated things I had said, how they had lied about me.........I then deleted the JW friend as I didn't want to belong to that anymore - I didn't want to see their faces, I don't want anything to do with them.
Daisy Boo - I doubt you are a misfit - years of indoctrination don't just fade away. I know a women who after 16 years of being out still gets so rattled at times. The thing is you are functioning pretty normally I reckon, you've got friends and family that love you and that is the most important thing.