Thank you for these great replies folks.
Changeling - I hope to do just that!
Cog - I have noticed that, and the more time went on, the more it bothered me to see people so far into their lives seemingly no different from myself, and I didn't want to end up there.
A&W - Don't worry, I'll be there soon, then you can hug me till I'm blue!
JK666 - I look forward to meeting and chatting with you too later on in the month.
Mr. and Mrs. Flipper - Without sounding too heavy, if it's possible, I think it's safe to say I might not be alive today if it wasn't for you two. You two should be so proud of yourselves for being such good altruistic people. A wonderful fantasy would be a world full of Flippers!
Pioneer Spit - I'm glad if my post can help you reduce your negativity.
Bobbi - Thank you so much.
Eclipse - So true, we move on. I have looked right through it and it no longer brings any discomfort. It can only bring happiness now, there is nothing there for me to feel angry or bitter about I have decided.