Thank you for the replies everyone including FunkyDerek who I replied to in a seperate, long post!
AO - Must check out Akasha some time (between the essays and myriad of reading I already have!). I haven't heard of it before. I think I slipped into one of those 'meditations' going home from work tonight - like I was just seeing - nothing else - my eyes and brain could have been detatched from the rest of me. Weird! (No, I really haven't been using mind-altering substances lol!)
tall penguin - beautiful description! Yes sublime but frustrating!!
Satanus - Yes, it's all this space that I don't understand. It seems to me that when everything is broken down to its lowest 'denominator' - there's nothing really there - apart from space/nothingness.
hillbilly - I had to look that one up lol! Apparently some do say that it is the basis.
BurntheShips - I've put the spaceandmotion site in my favourites. At a quick look, they seem to be thinking along the same lines as me. I have absolutely no idea what the other site is about - looks like the rantings of a madman to me.
VoidEater - Something else for me to think about, thanks. Who knows, differentiating space from void may be the next step in my 'crazy' musings
H_S - I think I understand what you were saying!
Awakened07 - Does there need to be an alternative to the universe we have? But as you say, it's better than just having the ready-made answers. I believe the possibilities of intellect are much more. Why should we think we've 'arrived' just because we have some equation or explanation? We wouldn't have gotten this far without somebody stretching, just a little further into the absurdities of existence.
blueviceroy - Indeed possible - I think therefore I am... would the opposite be true too? If our thoughts are what make us exist, are they also what makes everything else exist?
R.Crusoe - nice thoughts from you At the moment I guess I'm not sure about whether the somethingness is a greater part than the nothingness or whether it IS a part of the nothingness!
Have any of you ever been to a completely dark place, where there isn't the slightest hint of light? I visited the caves at Valkenburg in Holland once and went deep inside, beyond the market areas, to where there are facilities for living underground during war. Then the guide told us all to be quiet and not hold on to each other - then he turned out the lights. Now that is mind-numbing - in the absence of all sensory stimulants you really don't know whether you're really there yourself any more! The only thing that exists are your thoughts...
That's sort of what I'm experiencing now - except I'm not in complete blackness!
Time to sleep now - visiting my alternative reality!