by AWAKE&WATCHING 79 Replies latest jw friends
Awww, {{{Mincan}}}, my thoughts are with you today. It's tough to get ones to understand how it is or feels like when so much is "hidden" in that religion. Just know you have a LOT of friends that do know and understand. Don't let them bring you down hun. You can PM me anytime you need to just vent or chat.
Just remember how far you HAVE come. Stay strong bro.! We all care for you!
~Froggy~
HEY MINCAN- I didn't know Robin had started a thread on this as our internet and power was off for 14 hours all day yesterday as this " once every 10 year storm " hits Northern California. It is crazy out here. 80 mile per hour winds. You know how much my wife and I care about you, love you lots bud. You really are doing well in the progress you're making getting out of the mind control cult. JK is right about the relatives though. They don't have a clue as to what it involves in effort , sweat, and tears in what you have accomplished- so if they make disparaging comments- just realize they are tuned out , like JK said, kind of like uninformed children . Try not to take it too personal. You are intelligent enough to know what you have accomplished, and you have close friends here on JWD that support you all the way , me and wifey included. We are stuck here standed at home in the Sierra storms today if ya feel like callin' ! Hang in dude
Mincan! DUDE!!!!!!
Big Hugs Mincan,
I have relatives in and out of the wts, it can get very difficult.
Hope you stay safe and well
David - llbh
Mincan - see you again at the March guzzler in the Distillery District. Hang in there.
Mincan - where are you?
(((((((((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))))))))
He posted once today on Mr flippers thead. Mincan hon, let us know how things are going. If you need us to, mem and I can take a road trip and visit you. Just let us know!
BB
Wow, thanks guys, this means a lot to me.
I had a support last night (well all morning really lol) that got me through my drunk stoned angry depressed misery. I've survived again.
My psychiatrist might take away all my meds on Tuesday, especially the one that helps me the most. This prospect really bummed me out. He thinks I'm borderline, which I have to admit the diagnosis fits me like a glove. Since he feels its a personality disorder and ADHD is not a mental illness, he thinks I'm being oppositional and defiant and deviant by stopping taking medications that make me feel terrible and anxious and tweaking them so I save my sanity. Guess these bastards like to be in complete control.
All I can think about is this tuesday appointment, if he takes me off my Ritalin Im doomed to have no treated ADHD.
I start therapy finally this coming friday and I'm afraid Ill make a mess out of it too.
Min,
Glad you are thinking about Lake Tahoe this summer. Just daydream about it when things get too tough with the relatives.
Luv ya, man,
JK
Min,
Is it group or individual therapy?
I don't quite understand the meds deal with your doctor, but getting them regulated to where they optimally need to be can be a challenge. He might be taking you off of them to start with another regimen. Give it a chance. PM me if you want to talk more about it.
JK
