My Struggle.............

by AK - Jeff 22 Replies latest jw friends

  • Open mind
    Open mind
    most others have left me due to the above discoveries. Yet, I would not un-ring that bell.

    Bittersweet, but so true. Wishing you all the best in the journey Jeff.

    Open Mind

  • Maddie
    Maddie

    I understand where you are right now Jeff as it is a struggle for me too. I guess it is a spiritual journey for all of us when we leave the JW's and I for don't know where I am going to end up. I had a personal experience several years ago at a time when I had almost given up on life. I was at rock bottom mentally, physically and spiritually because of alcoholism and being DF. I really did believe at the time that I had lost everything and that Jehovah had given me up to Satan. In my despondency and all alone I cried out to God for help. In that moment I felt a peace come over me and I went into a deep sleep. When I woke up the craving for alcohol had left me and two women that I knew took me to an AA meeting later that day and it was the beginning of my recovery.

    Now I am sure people have many opinions on why I had that experience and what it might of been and I don't really know. I just wanted to share it with you because there are so many things that don't make sense and can't be proved but that doesn't mean they're not real.

    Maddie

  • AK - Jeff
    AK - Jeff

    Now I am sure people have many opinions on why I had that experience and what it might of been and I don't really know. I just wanted to share it with you because there are so many things that don't make sense and can't be proved but that doesn't mean they're not real.

    Maddie

    I agree. Thanx for sharing, Maddie.

    Jeff

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