I remember playing "Absai" in a King David drama and playing an austere elder that mistreated a spiritual 'orphan'..got my ass chewed in the drama by the CO... guess that never happened in real life huh?
I also remember the times when they actually made full cooked meals...scrubbing the pots and cleaning the food mess... also remember cleaning toilet after toilet after toilet...
I also remember never feeling anything special when a new pamphlet or book came out... everybody would cheer and applause and I would just stand there..will there be something new this time?
but above all I remember asking myself..'what the hell am I doing here'? more and more and more... till I realized the answer...NOTHING!
I like the post about ex-cons looking back at prison... although some posts I read here make me think about the movie "The Shawshank Redemption" ... some have spent so many years in that now that they are out they actually dont KNOW what to do with their time and freedom... some wish they were back so the loneliness ends... so sad... BUT NOT ME... as Lynard Skynard so succintly put it..AM AS FREE AS A BIRD NOW AND THIS BIRD YOU'LL NEVER TAME!
Be free, I am ... I am finally at peace... I wish you the same.