I've come a long way, Baby!
I stood for the National Anthem for the first time ever at graduation on Sunday.
I saluted the flag for the first time ever at a community event last night.
It was surreal and felt wonderful, like I was doing something so natural and good.
When I put my hand over my heart for the first time, it felt very strange. I had to think for a minute if I used the proper hand over the right place. I did, but it felt weird to do and it felt very strange to say the words for the first time that I had always thought previously but never dared to say aloud.
I cried during the NA because it was the first time I allowed myself to feel a deep sense of patriotism. Oh, it felt so good! It was such an emotional experience.
I wonder how many never-beens feel this way. Is it mostly the ones that never could do it but do it now that feel so inspired by these experiences?