I began turning in phantom time in order to be somebody when I was a child.
I turned phantom time into real time when I was baptized as a teen and aux. PI'd.
Aux. PI'd on and off through the years.
Reg. PI'd in 96-97 and attended PI school.
Couldn't hack turning in enough real time so quit PI'ing after only a year.
CO told us that pioneering just so one could go to the school is not selfish but noble.
Auxilliaried on and off again.
Struggled to put in real time because of communication problems at doors.
Let time slip.
Became an amhaaret not by choice.
Discovered Pharisees and conditional love and quit going.