I realized that Jehovah was infinitely corrupt, even while I was in. He promises things that He has no intention of ever delivering, blows said promises, and then expects me to act as if He had delivered after all. And that was on both sides of my involvement with the Washtowel Slaveholdery--that cancer merely exploited the situation to get even more in the name of that Almighty Lowlife Scumbag.
And then I see the Bible (especially the Old Testament) without the bias, and see what an Almighty Value Destroyer Jehovah is (and always was). I find nothing righteous about destroying whole nations for not serving God--or making arbitrary rules and then killing people for not obeying them. That crap has gone on throughout the history of God, up until Jesus used God as a metaphor to break people free from this cruel God (sort of like Satan did in Eden).
Consequently, I now believe that God is some Almighty, infinitely corrupt Tyrant that keeps people around and makes them suffer by arbitrarily denying them things that they need for happiness, just to entertain Himself. As the people in Jesus' time were brainwashed by Almighty God Himself to believe that He was righteous, Jesus saw the need to use that as a parable to help them break free from God. As for Satan, he was the first Christ that attempted to liberate man at the start and prevent God from having absolute control that He did not deserve.