BA- Think about it.
I am and I have.
I can see how you can find comfort in those words.
I have in the past.
I have deffinitely gone down a path of being angry at God.
I have read and explored a lot of different viewpoints and theorys.
And if there is a God and he wrote the bible he already knows what I am going to do, before I know it.
The funny thing I have found is this.
We see what we want to see.
So its hard to be objective.
If I say tonight, I want to believe the bible is the word of God and start reading the bible again,
I will be able to find an answer for most of the questions I encounter, some will be better than others.
Some will require humility and giving up my will and understanding.
If I say, I want to believe there is not a loving God, the bible was written by men,there may be a designer, there may be a life force, I can find just as much evidence for that.
What I find myself saying is I dont want to believe anything.
I just want to know what is going on.
That takes time.
But between you and me and God I have a few problems with him right now that we havent worked out.
I dont know if we are going to work it out.
Because there two stubborn beings involved.
And I know for sure one of them likes to get into pissing contest.