Narkissos said: ...strangely in my mind it was connected with faith. It takes faith of some kind to walk without (the illusion of) knowledge, without even knowing what or whether you will be able to believe the next day, week or year.
How bizarre, and I've never considered that before. It takes a tremendous amount of faith not to believe! Yet faith is considered to be such a religious (and dare I say it, "god fearing") concept.
When I left, I had NO DOUBT in my mind that shunning was NOT making the most high happy, and I also had no doubt in my mind that I had a better relationship with (god) than the elders did... whew... cocky little thing, wasn't I? But I was firm in my resolve. I had complete faith in that... and that allowed me to leave.
Good heavens, that's it... our faith that something is terribly wrong has got to be greater than the faith we have held for the organization! This is boggling my mind right now. I never realized how much faith it took to leave. Does that mean that one faith MUST be replaced with another for anyone to move on?
Wobble said: This means that my beliefs are in a constant state of flux,but so what? I am happier now than ever before in my life,because I am intellectually FREE!
Amen, Brother Wobble! Nothing will be learned if we are convinced we already have the answers to everything! As Einstein said so perfectly, "Imagination is more important than knowledge."
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I am realizing that I really should say "I WANT to believe" and sadly, that has no power at all! HA!!! The true power really is in saying "I have no idea."
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Still pondering and loving it...
Baba.